she is a gatherer: moonlight, found wishes, moments of gratitude
Monday, September 27, 2010
i just did something wrong. really really wrong. i can't write it down because it's so terribly wicked. i wish i'd just gone to sleep. i wish i lived a hundred years ago when things were so much simpler and i wish i wasn't so awful.
i don't understand how god could ever forgive me.
no food for me tomorrow. or ever again. i'll fast until it kills me.
it's a good thing i resigned myself to being a spinster months ago.
hannah - 22, disordered, student, writer, lover of purple and old fashioned dresses, dweller of the in-between - the milky purple twilight where it is too dark to see the danger which lies ahead, but too light to be afraid. here i am, content.