a week ago tonight my sister tried to kill herself. i rang an ambulance, legs shaking, teary eyed. i had to sit in the bathroom with her, holding my hand between the shower wall and her head so she wouldn't knock herself out. they took her away. sam and i cried and he slept in my bed.
i felt like it was my fault.
every night since then i cross my fingers and pray it doesn't happen again. please, please, please god. please.
I'm sure theres nothing I can say to make this better, and I don't want to offend you by claiming to understand. But I can only try.
ReplyDeleteYou did everything you could. Your sister is obviously going through a lot but you must remember Its not your fault.
Its horrible to worry about someone all day everyday, but you cannot protect her from everything. Please just remember to protect yourself. Look after you.
And if you need anything, you know where I am.
Love always <3