then as suddenly as the darkness came, it leaves again. i feel like a baby, newborn, blinking in the bright sunlight of the new world.
now i can feel the tsunami building again. building. building. building. it will crash later today.
i wish i could stop it.
now sitting here in church i miss you. i want you so much i hurt all over. just one glimpse. maybe you could break the spell.
if only i was brave enough to ask you to try.